Their are a few things I’d like to talk about in this post, all kind of random, but whatever.
So currently I am hiding in my bedroom. Why? Well their is a GIANT bug (I mean this thing is huge, I’m thinking like the size of a large child’s hand) flying around my house (his buzz echos, thats how big it is) and I’m not about to try and kill it. I’m staying in my room till my parents get home and can kill it for me. (Yeah I’m a weenie. STFU.)
Besides that little damper on my day, it’s been a decent one.
I started a ‘challenge’ thing on PSC, where every week theirs a different challenge to complete, and this week it’s taking a risk you’ve been too afraid to take. My risk will be to message some people on PSC and try to strike up conversations. The reason it’s a risk is because I’m sure all the people I’d like to start conversations with think I’m stupid/not worth their time. I’ve mentioned admiring them in threads before and they just ignored me so I’m sure they don’t give a damn. Maybe I’ll just message the people I’ve never said anything to/about on the forums. I don’t know. I really don’t.
Last night I showed up at coffeehouse (a place where my home school group hangs out every week) and a group of people were standing over by the side of the building, so I walk over and start talking to them. And this guy’s girlfriend pulls out a cigarette and lights up. So my best friends mother (who is also one of the people who started the group) is walking over and she stops and goes, ‘Look, I don’t know if you’re old enough to smoke or not, I don’t care, but the other parents and I would appreciate it if you wouldn’t smoke where the younger kids can see you. You know when you’re little you look up to the older kids, you think they’re cool. And you have made the choice to smoke, and thats your business, but we would really like it if our children didn’t make the choice to smoke.” so the guys girlfriend was like, ‘Okay, sure, I’m sorry’ and my friends mom says, ‘Yeah we’d just really appreciate it, thanks.’
So this guy looks over at my other friend (who smokes but wasn’t at the time) and goes, ‘Hey, you smoke, wow I see you smoking, that’s so cool, I’m going to start.’
Just mocking my best friends mother.
And he kept going, and then he said, ‘just because you see someone else smoke doesn’t mean you’re going to start.’ I said, ‘You’re not a parent.’ and he goes, ‘well I practically raised three kids.’ What the fuck ever. I got so pissed I didn’t even want to argue with him, it was just stupid and really immature.
It pissed me off so much. I wanted to deck ‘em.
Speaking of my best friends mother, I worry a lot. That I might have made her dislike me for some reason. I know her mother is kind of a hard ass like my dad so sometimes they can seem like they dislike you but they really don’t. I don’t know. I just get worried because I really love my friend and her mother and the rest of her family for that matter. Oh well, maybe I’ll talk to my friend about it one day and she can calm my nerves.
One last thing though, uhm, straight girls suck. Boo.
