I’m disappointed in the people I consider to be the closest to me. I’m surprised by they’re actions, to say the least. I don’t know how to handle it. A girl whose drama and negativity is driving me up the wall. Another who is completely naive to the way the world really is. And a boy whose sex drive is completely distorted. I’m tired of it, and I’m tired of how it’s effecting me. I hate letting others bring me down, but I feel so overwhelmed with the things that have and have not been happening. I feel myself spinning around the drain, and I’m too afraid to say anything.
But, I’m just as afraid not to.
I think feeling like this is due to being taken off my medication. What if I really can’t handle being off of it? I’m feeling like I used to feel. Alone, and empty.
I don’t know what to do with myself.
